apologies for the lack of blogging on sunday and monday... i'm not sure what happened to sunday, but yesterday just got away from me. well, really i was just pissed and didn't really feel like doing a god damn thing, though i didn't really have much of a choice on that matter... but after i got home, ate dinner (that i didn't have to cook) and talked to my bestie in cali, i just enjoyed being on the couch, watching tv and spending time with my boy... and the monday night show line up is pretty decent. i'd say if i had to rank the 4 shows, HIMYM is still first (how i met your mother) followed by 2 broke girls and closely followed by mike and molly with a 2 1/2 men bringing up the rear... they should have just quit while charlie was alive (get it? haha)... i mean, no offense to ashton but the show is kinda weird now... not that it wasn't getting weird before. and with great shows like 2 broke girls and mike and molly, they are killing the nightly line up. i guess that's why it's in there 3rd because anyone who watches the monday night CBS lineup would probably stop right before it came on... i know i'd go to bed... anyway...
so all these kids i know are turning 16... having sweet 16 parties and surprise parties... getting their permits.. and here i am thinking... what the fuck... it's been 12 (almost 13) years since my 'sweet' 16 and i'd pay good money to go back there, and frankly, to do a lot of shit differently. don't get me wrong. i don't have regrets- i loved high school, had a great time and sophomore year was the start of the real fun but... damn, if i knew then what i knew now... so many things would be different... again, NO REGRETS... just things that i would change now that i know what i know... that's what they all say right? but seriously... i would save the money i made in high school because then, when i got to college, i wouldn't be so poor.. and then, when i got out of college, i wouldn't be poorer and trying to make it in the "real world" (which btw: extremely overrated). i think that they should have a class in high school entitled "how to navigate the real world"... or maybe you should take it in college... because i'm closing in on 29 (yikes) and still don't know what i really want to do with my life. i mean, i have an idea, but then that whole funding thing comes into play and i'm like.. okay so shit.. i can't really do what i want to do because i can't really afford to do that right now... even though in the long run, it would pay off...
i really would go back to 16. And this time I wonder if things would be different. Who knows.
In the meantime...happy sweet 16 to some of the greatest kids I know...
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